I turned 50 last year. It was my year. I even had a theme – Vicki’s World Tour (and made T-Shirts! I had races scheduled and travel planned. I had high hopes for all my World Tour stops. However, I let expectations dictate those events and I ended up disappointed in those adventures and myself. I don’t think the people I was with saw too much of my disappointment, but they may have. I honestly haven’t been brave enough to have those conversations with those people. Nature caused disappointment during my trip to a NASCAR race in Michigan. My self-doubt caused issues during my half marathon trip to Waco, Texas. Vegas, well, what happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas! The only real-World Tour stop that I was absolutely thrilled with was my marathon. It was one of the best days of my life. I recall it now and I tear up. The emotions that day were out of this world. I am telling you all of this because after the marathon, that is when life flipped. I spent the winter looking at things differently and promising myself that 2020 would be much different….oh how different it has been. I haven’t run in month, I have injuries that I can’t seem to get rid of and I have made a room in my house that was hardly used into a room that I spend most of my time in.
Tonight, is leftover night and it’s time to have a glass of wine and eat some risotto and filet!